I wish I knew how to not be emotionally alone. I've come to the stage of realization; that I've adapted to being almost robot-like when it comes to dealing with emotions. I've been so alone for so long with all my thoughts dwindling inside of me that I've gotten over the whole concept of being "lonely". There's such a difference between those two words; alone and lonely.

I'm not lonely. I'm alone, and I'm well-able to manage it.


//edit: Though, I do miss those midnight pangs of a social life.

-R